I post this every year, because I honestly I feel that this is her testimony of strength and perseverance that she is unable to tell for herself. For me, there are no words that tell this story better. This is about her beginning and how our EPIC journey together unfolded … a legend of sorts about a little warrior who is changing the world one heart at a time.
We were told, when I was about 11 weeks pregnant, that things did not look quite so “typical” … I didn’t care. And I prayed.
A few weeks later we were told, that not only was our baby “not typical”, but there was a chance I would be delivering a still born … I wanted our baby even more fiercely than I had before. And I prayed.
Several weeks later, we almost lost our baby … To which I said an adamant and angry “NO!” And I prayed.
A month later we were told that our baby had a “very large hole in her heart” … To which I said, “I don’t believe you.“ And I prayed.
Two months later we were told, “Your baby is small” … To which I laughed and said, “Of all the things you have told me, this seems pretty manageable.” And I prayed.
Two weeks later, on what was supposed to be a brief doctor’s visit before we headed to our local water park, we were told our baby was not growing, that she was too small and that she was not acting the way she should. We were told that I would be given another amniocentesis to see if her lungs were developed. If they were, my doctor wanted to take her right away … I felt like my body was failing her. And I prayed.
My doctor gave me a drug to speed up our baby’s lung development. The results of the amniocentesis were not good. My doctor told us that our baby’s lungs were not developed, our baby could not breath on her own. Now we had a team of medical professionals. They hoped nothing would go wrong for the next 48 hours so that the steroid they had given me would have enough time to help our baby’s lungs grow … To which I said, “OK”. And I prayed.
Less than 24 hours later I had a hospital room full of people wearing blue running around and pumping my body full of fluids and drugs. We were told that we could no longer wait. We were told our baby wouldn’t be breathing and that she would be very small and weak. To which I cried in my husband‘s arms and said, “I’m scared.” And I prayed.
Minutes later I was strapped to a table. I had refused anything that would alter my mental state, I wanted to be there for our baby. It took a long time to get her out. I was told that she was so small she kept slipping through the doctor’s hands. I kept screaming, “Is she out?!?!” And I prayed.
Then, I heard a cry … To which I thought, “That is loud cry for a baby who is supposed to be weak, small and not breathing.” And I prayed.
A few minutes later our baby was brought over to me, warmly swaddled, pink as can be, breathing on her own and with no hole in her heart. Sure she has some extra chromosomes, but who cares about that? And to which I thought, “You are my miracle and I love you.” And then, I praised God for our beautiful daughter.
Five years ago today, through God’s awesome grace, Reese Lindsey Grace was born by emergency cesarean section. She weighed 2lbs 15oz and was 15 ½ inches long. My world has not been quite the same since, and I would have it no other way.
Happy Birthday my precious Reesey Roo! YOU ARE MY HERO! Mama loves you and all of your EXTRA parts!!!
Well, I hope you all have a day where you celebrate a miracle … and always remember to pray!!!